The next day, Jenna gets a text from Heather.
Heather
Heather
Still stuck in this meeting! Think I can make it to happy hour in 30.
Jenna
Jenna
I already got both of us wine. The merlots and I will be waiting.
Heather
Heather
You’re there early. Didn’t you go to your place from the airport first?
Heather
Heather
Or are you afraid Adam hasn’t left yet?
Jenna glances at the small suitcase stowed near her legs under the bar.
Jenna
Jenna
I thought I would get here before the crowd.
Jenna
Jenna
Snagged us seats in a corner where not even the bartender will bother us.
Jenna
Jenna
It has nothing to do with Adam.
Heather
Heather
Whatever you say.
With a long sigh, Jenna leans an elbow on the bar.
Someone tall and broad slides onto the barstool next to her.
She doesn’t even have the energy to look at him.
Jenna
Jenna
Sorry, that seat’s—
A low male voice buzzes over her neck.
Adam
Adam
Last night you said you didn’t want to face me after what we’d started.
Adam
Adam
So keep those eyes down, Rosy.
Jenna
Jenna
Oh God.
Adam
Adam
Just look at your phone.
Jenna
Jenna
What the hell are you doing, Adam?
Adam
Adam
Leaving you a parting gift before my trip.
Adam
Adam
I know you and Heather have happy hour here every Wednesday when you’re in town.
Adam
Adam
So I took a chance to see you.
Jenna
Jenna
I—
Adam
Adam
Since you've been enjoying our texts so much, I thought we’d try something new.
Adam
Adam
Just think of this as a very intense conversation.
He slides his big hand over her thigh.
She sucks in a harsh breath.
Adam
Adam
That’s right. Give that little monster inside permission to enjoy this.
Jenna
Jenna
I’m not sure this is a good—
Adam
Adam
Idea? Then stop thinking.
Jenna
Jenna
Okay. I’m…I’m ready.
He slowly pulls up her business skirt.
Impulsively, she parts her legs, then bites down hard on her lip.
Jenna
Jenna
Someone’s going to see.
Adam
Adam
See what?
Adam
Adam
We’re in a corner. The bar is blocking what’s happening below the surface.
He traces his fingertips between her thighs.
Electricity zings through her, then pounds through her blood.
Jenna
Jenna
This is…
Adam
Adam
Better than a text?
Jenna
Jenna
Mmm…
Adam
Adam
Agreed, because now I can see the blood rushing to your face, making you blush.
Adam
Adam
I can imagine how this moment is making you feel.
Her pulse jerks in response to the featherlike strokes up her thigh.
He’s getting closer…
Closer…
Adam
Adam
Do you know how many times I wanted to do this to you at the library in college?
Adam
Adam
You’d be wearing one of your cute skirts with manga knee socks and UGG boots.
Adam
Adam
I couldn’t keep my damned mind on those numbers for calculus…
Adam
Adam
I was too busy thinking about breaking YOU down.
She opens her legs a little more.
Something inside her is aching…
Jenna
Jenna
If you’re looking to break me down…
Jenna
Jenna
God, you’re doing a good job of it.
Adam
Adam
Jesus, your skin is as soft as I thought it’d be.
He traces his fingertips higher, then pauses.
The phone screen blurs in Jenna’s line of sight as she bites her lip harder.
He brushes a fingertip against the center of her.
Jenna
Jenna
Oh!
Adam laughs under his breath.
Adam
Adam
You had a lot of lace in your bedroom drawers.
Adam
Adam
All I’ve been thinking about is you in those pretty things.
Adam
Adam
But it’s not lace that I want to feel.
Jenna
Jenna
Adam…
Adam
Adam
What would happen if I slip my finger under your panties like…
He slides beneath the lace edge, stroking her.
Jenna lowers her head, totally high on heat and adrenaline.
Adam
Adam
…this?
Jenna
Jenna
Mmhm…
Adam
Adam
Don’t clutch the bar, Rosy. It’s a dead giveaway.
She trembles, the pressure building.
Jenna
Jenna
Now I’m never going to be able to face you.
Adam
Adam
We’ll see about that.
Adam
Adam
I’m still going to try and change your mind.
Jenna
Jenna
You won’t.
Adam
Adam
Why the hell not?
His whisper is rough, impatient.
He feels so good inside her that she turns her face all the way to the other side.
Jenna
Jenna
Ohmygod.
It’s all she can do not to move with every pump.
It’s all she can do to feel the steam pulsing in her, gathering…
Almost there…almost…
A quiet, intense orgasm rocks her. She grips his muscled thigh and shudders.
Adam
Adam
There she is. The woman I was looking for…
He removes his hand and straightens her skirt, then presses his mouth to her ear.
Adam
Adam
I’ve got a plane to catch to LA so I can start moving into my house and the new office.
Adam
Adam
I won’t be back for a few days to grab the last of my stuff.
Adam
Adam
That gives you some time to think about us, Rosy.
Adam
Adam
Think hard. I really hope you change your mind.
He leaves as discreetly as he came.
It takes Jenna fifteen minutes before she can try to pull herself back together.
When she has all her things, she texts Heather.
Jenna
Jenna
I’m already on the subway home. Rain check for another happy hour?
Heather
Heather
How about tomorrow? Maybe I’ll be out of this meeting by then.
Jenna
Jenna
Yeah, and maybe my brain will sort out what just happened.
Heather
Heather
Something happened?
Jenna
Jenna
Adam came into the bar and…
Jenna
Jenna
I don’t even know what to call it.
Jenna
Jenna
It was…intense. Then he left.
Jenna
Jenna
But before he did, he told me that I need to think about us being together.
Heather
Heather
What?!
Jenna
Jenna
I’m not sure whether I should be turned on or utterly despaired…
Jenna
Jenna
Because I don’t know if I have the guts to be with him that way.
Jenna
Jenna
I mean, then he’d see all of me, right?
Heather
Heather
Jenna…
Jenna
Jenna
We’ve never touched like that.
Jenna
Jenna
And, God, it was so, so good.
Heather
Heather
I’m totally gonna ask for details later. All I want to know right now is…
Heather
Heather
Will you change your mind about letting him in?
Jenna leans back in her subway seat, not knowing how to answer that.
Heather
Heather