Beneath Your Mask - Episode 7
by Chris Marie Green
Heather sits in a cab reading Nightwing’s texts.
Don’t hate me for being tempted to see your true identity.
Shit, just come back. We can play this the way you want to…
Still rattled by the close call with him, she texts Jenna.
Nightwing almost found out who I am.
How?
I met up with him at the geek bar and we, uh, got pretty busy.
Then just as I was riding high on the extreme cosplay coaster…he started to take off my mask.
Holy Bold Move, Batman!
So you either choked him out with your Poison Ivy vines or ghosted him, right?
Ghosted. But the thing is…
Heather’s heart flutters as if something inside of her is trying to wake up.
There’s a little part of me that wishes I would’ve let him remove my mask.
There’s a lotta part of me that wishes the same thing!
And I’m referring to more than just the mask on your face.
You’re talking about ALL the so-called masks I wear.
And I know that you’re right.
Sometimes I also wish I were brave enough to show someone EVERYTHNG about me.
It’s good that a part of you wants to be revealed, Heather.
It means you’re finally ready to shed all that emotional armor you wear.
I wish you weren’t so vulnerable after seeing what your dad’s death did to your mom.
It’s hurt you to see her going from one man to the next…so why do you do it too?
It’s fine. I’ve learned to live with it.
Have you?
Because I think YOU began hiding yourself away.
And that maybe, you were hoping you would never become her.
I used to know a Heather who didn’t shy away from intimacy like she does now.
Heather numbly turns all of that over in her mind.
Heather?
Look, I know that my costumes are security blankets…
But I can’t give up those masks just yet, Jen.
Still, Heather keeps mulling over Jenna’s advice until she arrives at her apartment.
Then Nightwing sends another text.
I should’ve unmasked MYSELF before I tried to do it to you, Cap.
I don’t want either of us unmasked.
Goodnight, okay?
Her abrupt dismissal weighs her down as she heads toward the bathroom.
Then someone else texts.
Hey, Heather — it’s Connor from dinner at your mom’s.
Is everything okay? Did something happen to my mom or your dad?
No. Your mom gave my brothers and me your info. I’m just saying hi.
Now that she knows everything is okay, Heather feels the blood twist in her veins.
Hot Connor is texting her.
Wait. Make that SLUT Connor.
Sorry, I should’ve known. She’s done the phone maneuver before.
She’s trying to bring us all together since she’s sooo serious about your dad.
So this is what you do in your free time?
What?
Do you always pester the daughters of your dad’s girlfriends when you’re bored?
Told you — your mom is his first squeeze since he got back on the scene.
He hasn’t given me the opportunity to hassle other daughters.
Whatever. At least you’re not asking me out for a drink again.
Hell, I’ve never known a woman who gets so excited about something simple like a drink.
Excited? I think you’re mistaking me for my mom.
In the bathroom, she starts to remove her sexy costume, beginning with her mask.
So did you prepare your dad yet for getting his heart broken?
After the other night, I’m starting to reconsider.
I think he’s having fun with your mom.
Just so long as it’s fun and nothing more.
She’s lively and colorful, and he needs that right now.
I only wish Mom would settle down and…
Never mind. I’m talking too much.
No, go ahead.
Heather looks at her unmasked self in the mirror, seeing the plain girl underneath.
She remembers what Jenna said about taking off more than just her costume mask, and…
It’s odd. Because that’s kind of what she’s doing with Connor right now.
Then again, he’s so out of her league that she can say just about anything to him anyway.
You know, you might be a slut, but I’ve never met anyone who can listen like you do.
Thanks?
But I guess I practice it a lot. It’s part of my job as a firefighter…
I put people at ease on their worst days.
…does this mean I can persuade you to finish what you started saying?
God. Why not?
My mom wasn’t like this before my dad had his heart attack.
I’m pretty sure her changed personality has a lot to do with masking the pain.
Heather thinks about what Jenna said about HER being a different person years ago too…
She shakes it off.
Do you think your dad tries to hide his hurt too?
Sure. But he does it with his job. He’s the most heroic fireman at his station.
I hear he’s the first to run into a burning building and the last to come out.
He sounds like he’s amazing at his job.
Or that he has a death wish.
And sometimes…even I wonder if it’s true.
That’s why I hope he finds some light in his life…
And if your mom gives that to him, I say live and let live.
Since you put it that way…
Maybe I should do that for her too.
Everyone should just go with the flow if it feels right.
Just like she’d been going with the flow with Nightwing before things went crazy?
My best friend is actually trying to give ME that very advice.
Why?
While Heather takes off her makeup, she wonders once again why she’s saying this much.
It’s just that it’s SO easy to talk to Connor.
He almost feels like her ally.
Huh. Maybe he could be.
I guess I needed my friend’s advice because I’m a little messed up right now.
??
See, I met this guy at a costume party…
Really?? What’s he like?
I don’t know much about him. First of all, he was wearing a mask.
Okay. And what did you think of him?
I mean, costumes reveal a hell of a lot about a person.
Well, he was wearing an EXCELLENT costume.
And…?!
Jeez, do you have the popcorn out for this or something? You sound wildly entertained.
I’m just curious what it was about him that messed you up.
Whatever. I’m shutting up now.
Wait! See, this is why your mom gave me your number — in case of emergencies.
You clearly need more urgent advice, so what do you say we work this out over a beer?
A blast of desire rolls through her with such force that she sucks in a breath.
Is he hitting on her again? HER?
She looks in the mirror and can’t understand why the hell he’d do that.
I actually don’t need help in working this out.
I already know that I only want the man in the mask for fun, not anything real.
A minute passes. Then two.
Connor?
He doesn’t answer, but Heather’s phone dings with another message.
Can you come over for dinner tomorrow night with Tom and the boys?
Great, a front row seat to yet another relationship that’s sure to fizzle for Mom.
Then again, Connor will be at that dinner…
Heather scrubs off her makeup.
It’s almost as if she can get him AND Nightwing out from under her skin.
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