Beneath Your Mask - Episode 8
by Chris Marie Green
At family dinner the next night, Heather texts Jenna from the kitchen while everyone else has cocktails.
AWKWARD.
Doesn’t that describe every dinner with your mom these days?
This is even more intense. Mom and Tom are ignoring each other.
I think they had a fight.
Plus Connor hasn’t stopped watching me this whole time.
Do you think it’s because I jabbered too much last night?
Maybe he’s thinking of a smooth way to ask you out for a drink again.
You’re a load of laughs, Jen.
All I know is that he’s got me kinda squirmy.
In a good way?
YES, IN A GOOD WAY.
Satisfied? I’m totes horny for two guys, and it’s driving me up a wall…
Cry me a river!
Should I fantasize about Connor, who’s got a bit of sexy stubble on him?
Or Nightwing, who’s all clean shaven and yummy?
Stubble or no stubble?
Wait — Adam just finished moving his stuff back in and he’s now reading your texts.
He says to go for both!
But does your boyfriend know that I ditched Nightwing last night?
And that Connor isn’t even a possibility?
Adam says to put on your big girl pants and get movin’ either way.
You still there?
OMG, Mom and Tom are arguing in the corner now. HIGH TENSION.
Looks like Mom is ready to move on from Boyfriend #1002.
Poor Tom.
Yeah.
Shit — they just excused themselves to “chat” in another room.
Is Connor still leaving you alone in the kitchen?
He wandered off by himself while his brothers went out to the patio.
Weird. It’s like Connor doesn’t want to talk to me tonight…
Heather’s phone dings with a text.
You there?
Heather’s pulse tangles as she debates answering.
Connor is somewhere in the house, but Nightwing is right here for the texting.
She can’t resist, even if they parted on odd terms after the bar meetup.
I’m here.
I didn’t hear from you, so I just wanted to apologize again for coming on too strong last night.
Huh. He hasn’t written her off yet.
Tentatively, she texts him back.
No worries. I really should apologize for freaking out on you.
So I’m forgiven?
Only if you forgive ME.
Then it sounds like we’re even.
Would it be a bad thing to tell you that I’m already missing all the fun we’ve had?
Fun. I really miss having some of that too, especially tonight.
Right now I got a time out from my intense family dinner, so I could use some fun.
Why is it so intense?
Mom’s relationship with her new boyfriend is imploding right on schedule. That’s all.
Sounds crappy.
Terribly.
Well, luckily, I’m pretty skilled at saving the day.
Why don’t you go someplace private, Cap?
I can help you take your mind off of all the intensity.
Consider it an apology gift.
Steam is already chugging through her veins.
But she feels a bit guilty — and turned on — texting with Nightwing while Connor’s around.
But dammit, she can’t help herself, and so she goes to her old bedroom and shuts the door.
You always seem to know just what I need.
Please remember you said that, Cap.
?
Just follow my instructions, okay?
Ooo. I have a feeling that something wicked is coming…
Something is coming all right.
I hope you’re ready for it.
Oh, I am.
Do you have something around that can serve as a blindfold?
!!
A blindfold? How will I read your texts?
I’m going to call on you, so be prepared to answer.
Call ON me? Typo much?
Oh, here. I’ve got old scarves in my drawer I can use…
Put one on.
She fetches a scarf, sits on her bed, covers her eyes, and holds the phone for his call.
At the feeling of such blind powerlessness, her body palpitates all over.
Still, this will definitely put Connor out of sight and mind while she’s with Nightwing.
When she thinks she hears the door to her room open and close, she startles.
Don’t take off that blindfold. It’s just me — Nightwing.
WHAT???
Stay on the bed, Cap. Keep that blindfold on.
But how the hell are you HERE?
I’ve got superhero skills. Remember?
That’s right…just sit there and listen to me, okay?
Blinded by heat, robbed of oxygen, and pounding with curiosity, she shuts up.
I’m not here for sex.
And I know you said you didn’t want me to be unmasked.
But I can’t hold back anymore from telling you…
Shit, I’m so damned tired of trying to find something that makes me FEEL.
Her mind is spinning, trying to catch up.
She starts to pull off her blindfold, but he gently grasps her wrist, stopping her.
The contact burns a trail of need through her.
Before a few nights ago, I never felt much of anything, except physical pleasure.
Then I met a girl.
And now all I want is to find something real with someone.
You’re that someone, Cap.
Her blood rushes all over the place, making her dizzy.
OH. MY. GOD. Is he really saying this to her?
I can’t be that someone! I’m not ever ANYONE’s someone.
Wrong. I’m pretty sure you’re mine.
You recognize things about me that no one ever has.
Weren’t you the one who told me that I might be a slut, but you’ve never met anyone who can listen like I do?
A memory sifts through Heather until it ends in a flash of clarity.
She said that to CONNOR, not Nightwing!
As panic rains through her, he slowly draws off her blindfold.
Holy shit, it IS Connor, and he’s got a look in his blue eyes that takes her breath away.
But — hell…CONNOR?
Her shields go up.
Why are you messing with me?
Heather…
Never mind — I get it. It’s a challenge to try and get into the panties of a difficult girl.
You’re not used to difficult, right?
That’s why you’ve been pursuing me.
He stands back, loosely crossing his thick arms over his wide chest.
His calm attitude infuriates her.
Instinct tells her to alienate HIM before he alienates HER.
Can we talk about this rationally?
NO. Because this whole thing isn’t rational.
It’s…It’s…
Really hot. And really honest.
Come on, Heather, you’ve opened up to me before.
Tell me what’s stopping you from taking a chance with me now?
No way. Never. He HAS to be messing with her.
Before he can talk her into anything, she wildly grabs her phone and barges out of the room.
Heather!
She’s NOT going to look back.
As she rushes toward the front door, she hears her mom and Tom arguing in another room.
Another happy ending for Mom…
Tears start to flood Heather’s eyes, and she begins to run down the sidewalk, away from reality.
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