Care
by Craig Pearson
Mom’s gone.
What?
She left a note. Says she went to the art museum and would “be back for lunch.”
It’s almost midnight.
Geez, I thought you meant she was dead or something.
She’s been so weird since Dad passed, I wouldn’t have been surprised...
It’s her brain that’s going bad, not her mind. There’s a difference.
Still, she shouldn’t be living alone. Even if you check on her every day, that’s obviously not enough.
We could’ve tried harder to persuade her into assisted living.
I’m assisting her just fine.
Maybe if you offered to help out a little we wouldn’t be having these problems.
Not everybody can be an artist with flexible working hours. I would’ve paid for the home.
We don’t need to be arguing about this right now. We need to make sure Mom’s okay.
Did you go to the museum?
Yeah, I stopped by earlier. Checked out the Faberge egg exhibit she’s been obsessing over all month. Nothing.
Everything in the house looks normal. Which is itself a bit strange, since usually I’ll find a moldy yogurt container she forgot about...
or the phone off the hook.
I just tried calling her cell, it didn’t even ring.
Wait, her computer’s on.
I thought she forgot the password.
Oh God.
What?
Her browser is open, and there are all these emails from somebody named Dr. Kirkpatrick.
Is that her dementia doctor?
If you ever went to appointments with her, you’d know it’s not.
This guy is some kind of suicide doctor. Mom’s been emailing him about applying for approval to end her life.
How recent is this?
There’s one from this morning. It looks like they just got a signature from a second doctor.
There’s a scan of some paperwork.
This can’t be happening.
Wouldn’t she have had to ask us first? You can’t just go pull the plug on yourself and not tell your own kids.
You can if you have a terminal diagnosis, apparently.
We need to call this doctor. What’s his first name? I’ll look him up.
Call him and say what? These emails say it all. The papers are signed. They just need to pick a date.
We can sue. We can blackmail him. Tamper with the emails. I don’t care.
What we should do is look for Mom.
She’s probably on her way to some back-alley clinical facility already. We’ll never find her.
I’m getting in the car.
Where are you even going to look?
Will?
Willow.
Look, I’m sorry I can’t help right now, but I’m literally texting you from the boardroom.
If there’s anything I can do from here...
I found this Dr. Kirkpatrick online. He’s licensed for end-of-life care and sits on the board of a right-to-death lobby.
This is definitely real.
Will, where are you?
I’m at my studio. She visits me here sometimes. Since it’s Sunday the building’s locked, but she has my spare key.
Okay, keep me posted.
What are we going to do if you find her?
Like, can we persuade her out of this? It’s Mom we’re talking about, after all.
If she’s decided to end her life, she might as well be in the ground already.
You barely even know her, Todd.
Oh, and you do?
She’s different now. Since the brain’s been going. She’s nicer, if you can believe it. She’s always apologizing to me for no reason.
Like she’s making up for all the stupid stuff she put us through when we were kids, even though she doesn’t remember it anymore.
Mom, apologizing? I find that hard to picture.
Are you inside? Is she there?
I see her.
She’s at my work bench.
And?
I’m taking my lunch break. Let me call and talk to her.
Will?
She doesn’t want to talk to you.
I asked her about the doctor, and she just shrugged and picked up one of the eggshells I’ve been using for a mixed media piece..
and asked me, “What do you do with the insides?”
God, she’s lost it.
So I said, like, you pull them out with this little hook. And then, without missing a beat, she says:
“I’m donating my organs.”
Whoa.
Like, to science?
She says, “It’s best if they remove them really fast, before anything starts to decay. You want to take them out when they’re still fresh.”
She knows we know.
Or she forgot she was hiding it from us.
Or she just doesn’t care anymore.
We need to stop her. She’s not mentally capable of making a decision like this.
I’m calling.
Pick up the phone, Willow.
Mom is willing to make a deal.
She wants me to paint her coffin. Faberge egg style. All ornate and colorful.
What the heck kind of deal is that.
Faberge takes ages. Months, at the very least.
In the meantime, you can come home.
Move in with her. Assisted living, just like you wanted.
...
...
Okay.
And Will?
Yeah?
Paint slow.
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