Ethan Crane has been watching me all night.
I know this, because I can’t take my eyes off of him.
We’re at the first party of the semester…
I’m a few drinks in…
And I’m feeling bold.
Brave.
So I crook a finger in his direction…
Inviting him to join me on the makeshift dance floor.
He walks over without hesitation.
His dark brown eyes are on me the entire way.
I give him a playful smile.
Abby
Abby
Want to dance with me, Ethan Crane?
His lips tilt up at the corners.
Ethan
Ethan
Wait, you already know me?
Ethan
Ethan
Why don’t I know you?
Everyone knows who he is.
But I keep that thought to myself.
Abby
Abby
You’re the president of this frat.
I gesture around us.
Abby
Abby
Your party.
Abby
Abby
Your house.
His eyes are still locked on mine.
Ethan
Ethan
Well, you got one thing right.
Ethan
Ethan
I am the president.
Ethan
Ethan
But this isn’t my party, or my house.
Ethan
Ethan
I live in an apartment off-campus.
I’m so caught up in admiring his handsome face…
In the unexpected electricity I feel just from being near him…
That my next words slip out, unbidden.
Abby
Abby
Is that an invitation?
Whoa.
Apparently, I’m still being bold!
I feel my eyes go wide.
I’m just about to take my comment back…
When I catch sight of Ethan’s grin.
It’s as if he knows exactly what’s running through my head.
Ethan
Ethan
Not yet.
Ethan
Ethan
You still haven’t told me your name.
I take a deep breath and smile.
Abby
Abby
I’m Abby.
Ethan
Ethan
It’s nice to meet you, Abby.
His hand moves to grab mine.
And a tingle shoots up my arm at his touch.
Ethan
Ethan
Now, I think you promised me a dance?
I grab his other hand and pull him towards me.
Abby
Abby
I did.
Abby
Abby
But I’m a pretty good dancer.
Abby
Abby
Think you can keep up?
He scoffs, his grin widening.
Ethan
Ethan
Is that a challenge?
Abby
Abby
It is.
Abby
Abby
And perfect timing…
Abby
Abby
Because this is my favorite song.
He bites his bottom lip.
Sending warmth oozing through my limbs.
Ethan
Ethan
Mine too.
As he wraps his muscled arms around me…
I slide mine around his neck.
And then we’re dancing.
Our bodies move in perfect synchronicity to the sensual R&B tune.
Within an instant, it’s clear that Ethan is an incredible dancer.
He has rhythm…
A seductive rhythm that makes my breath hitch…
My skin pop and sizzle.
For long, hot moments…
We get lost in the song.
In each other.
Inside the bubble of just the two of us.
Ethan
Ethan
You’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen.
My body explodes with excitement.
Ethan
Ethan
And I promise that’s not just a line.
Ethan
Ethan
I haven’t been able to look away from you all night.
I pull back so I can stare up at him.
Feeling like I have hearts in my eyes.
Ethan
Ethan
This dance is easily the highlight of my night.
Abby
Abby
Mine too.
He pulls me close again…
And I rest my chin on his shoulder.
But then somewhere in the kitchen…
A Delta Si chant starts…
And reality comes crashing back.
Wait, what am I doing?
I don’t mess with frat guys.
EVER.
It’s my #1 rule.
Ethan made me forget that too easily.
He pulls me closer, as if he feels me slipping away.
And I try not to groan.
His hands feel so good.
And the way his body is moving…
It makes me want to do away with rules altogether.
Maybe I CAN throw them out.
For just one night…
Right?
I’ve never felt this kind of instant attraction in my life.
As Ethan’s eyes drink me in…
My decision solidifies.
And this time, it’s me who whispers in his ear.
Abby
Abby
So, how about that invitation?
I pull back to look at him…
Making my intentions abundantly clear.
He swallows thickly.
I can tell he’s about to say something…
But I press a finger to his lips.
Abby
Abby
One night.
Abby
Abby
No strings attached.
He studies my face…
Wanting answers I won’t give him.
I start to feel twitchy as he hesitates…
So I slide my hand down his chest.
I let it linger over his heart.
Hoping that will move things along.
Abby
Abby
Interested?
He regards me carefully.
Ethan
Ethan
Just one night?
Abby
Abby
Just one night.
For a second, I think he’s about to say no.
But then he nods, squeezing my hand.
He runs his other hand up my arm…
And this time, it’s me who knows what HE’S thinking.
That our chemistry is too much to deny.
That he can’t say no.
His dark brown eyes lock with mine.
Ethan
Ethan
I’ll take what I can get.
1 month later
Dana
Dana
You look like you’re going to a funeral.
I stare down at my outfit…
Then look up at my best friend.
Abby
Abby
What are you talking about?
Abby
Abby
I’m in jeans and a yellow blouse.
She puts both hands on her hips.
Dana
Dana
I’m not talking about your clothes.
Dana
Dana
I’m talking about your face.
Dana
Dana
You look miserable for someone going on a date.
Dana
Dana
I thought you said you liked Ricky?
Abby
Abby
I do like Ricky!
I met Ricky Stone a few weeks ago in class…
And we’ve been seeing each other ever since.
We’re both theater majors.
We both like to read.
And our dates so far have been really…nice.
But I can’t lie to my best friend…
Abby
Abby
I just don’t know if I LIKE Ricky, ya know?
Dana rolls her eyes.
Dana
Dana
You know what I think?
Dana
Dana
That this doesn’t have anything to do with Ricky at all.
Dana
Dana
I think you’re still hung up on Ethan.
Abby
Abby
I am not!
Abby
Abby
We had one night together.
Abby
Abby
How could I possibly be hung up on a guy after just one night?
I say it a bit too fast…
And Dana grins like the Cheshire cat.
Dana
Dana
The lady doth protest too much, methinks.
I sigh.
She’s right.
Because that night Ethan and I had together…
It was magical.
And ever since, I haven’t been able to get him out of my head.
The physical attraction between us was unreal.
Both in and out of bed.
But one night of attraction is all it can ever be.
Because Ethan’s a frat guy.
And not just any frat guy…
He’s the head honcho.
The president.
Guys like him…
Are the reason I need to stick to safe guys like Ricky.
I straighten and turn to Dana.
Abby
Abby
Yes, I had a great night with Ethan.
Abby
Abby
And yes, I’m still thinking about him.
Abby
Abby
But I’m giving this thing with Ricky a real chance.
Abby
Abby
He’s the better choice in the long run.
Abby
Abby
I know that in my head.
Abby
Abby
I’m just trying to get the rest of me on board.
Dana doesn’t look convinced…
But I’m spared from her lecture when our doorbell rings.
Abby
Abby
That’s Ricky.
Abby
Abby
Gotta go!
After I answer the door, Ricky tells me I look nice…
And when we get down to the parking lot…
He opens the car door for me.
He tells me he made me a home-cooked dinner.
And I try to act excited about steamed veggies, but…
Everything is feeling…
Forced.
We walk up to his apartment door…
And Ricky suddenly stops short.
Ricky
Ricky
That’s weird.
Ricky
Ricky
I hear voices inside.
Ricky
Ricky
My roommate told me he’d be out tonight.
He puts the key in the lock…
And swings the door open.
And standing there…
Is the head honcho himself.
Ethan Crane.
Abby
Abby