Sparks fly from the engine outside my window.
The plane rattles as it tilts forward.
I squeeze the ends of my armrests.
Not today.
Not today.
Please.
A pleasant ding sounds above my head.
The seatbelt light illuminates.
Duh!
Are you kidding me?
The sparks outside turn to smoke.
We pull hard to the left.
Then the alarms sound.
I see panic in the passengers around me.
The air feels thin.
I try to slow my breathing, but at 20,000 feet and falling, that’s hard to do.
I can’t die like this.
I just want to go home.
Please let me go home.
We bank back to the right.
I hear screams throughout the cabin.
My stomach churns.
I feel myself begin to float upward before the seat belt catches me.
I press my feet down with all my strength—
Like maybe, if I push hard enough, I can stop this.
But the roaring wind only grows louder.
I clench my teeth.
What am I supposed to do?
What do people do in these situations?
Finally, the air masks drop from the ceiling.
Everyone around me scrambles to put them on.
I know I should, too.
But I can’t seem to move.
My heart pounds.
My lungs scream for air.
But my arms won’t budge.
Helpless, I break into tears.
Then a hand settles on my shoulder.
Man
Man
Are you okay?
I can’t respond.
I feel a gentle nudge.
Man
Man
Ma’am, are you okay!?
I manage to turn my head.
The man seated next to me looks back from behind his air mask.
I struggle at first, but eventually manage to get something out.
Emmy
Emmy
Help me.
Man
Man
It’s alright.
Man
Man
You’re gonna be fine.
He grabs my mask and wraps it around my face.
Air immediately flows into my body.
I feel blood rush to my head.
The alarms ring in my ears.
Louder and louder.
The plane rattles, seemingly ready to burst at any moment.
I don’t want to die.
I especially don’t want to die alone.
Man
Man
Just breathe.
Man
Man
I know it’s hard.
Man
Man
You can do this.
I have no clue who this guy is, but I know I need him to keep talking.
His voice is the only thing that’s helping me through this.
Man
Man
In through the nose.
Man
Man
Out through the mouth.
Without realizing it, I feel myself taking hold of his hand.
I slip his fingers between mine and squeeze as tight as I can.
He squeezes back.
Calm washes over me.
The roaring noise, the turbulence, the fear…
It all fades away.
Then, without warning…
Everything goes black.
30 minutes later
We landed.
I woke up in the airport's medical clinic a few minutes ago.
But now I’m racing through the terminal at full speed.
When I came to, I was surrounded by EMTs.
They told me I lost consciousness just before the plane leveled out.
They said the man next to me made sure I got help.
But they didn’t know where he was.
So I’m weaving through travelers to try and find him.
Maybe it was the stress of the moment.
But I felt something when he held my hand.
Something I have to know more about.
At the very least, I have to thank him.
I dash into baggage claim, nearly out of breath.
I scan the giant room for the man.
I look for a blue shirt.
Brown hair.
Soft brown eyes.
I look from person to person.
Emmy
Emmy
Come on. Come on.
I see families.
I see businessmen and women.
There are airport employees and police, but I don’t see the man.
Not anywhere.
My heart sinks.
He’s gone.
And whatever moments we had, or may have had, are gone too.
I let out a sigh.
Then, way in the distance, I see it.
His blue shirt.
He steps outside and I race after him.
moments later
The doors open and fresh warm air washes over me.
A cacophony of honking cabs rings in my ears.
I see the back of the man’s blue shirt.
He’s calling for a cab of his own.
Emmy
Emmy
Hey!
Emmy
Emmy
Hey! Excuse me!
He can’t hear me over the noise.
I move toward him.
But before I get close enough, a car pulls up.
He tosses his bags in and it speeds away.
Without thinking, I hail a cab of my own.
I leap into the backseat, startling the driver.
Emmy
Emmy
Hi!
Emmy
Emmy
I need you to follow that cab.
Emmy
Emmy
Go! Go! Go!
25 minutes later
My driver and I swerve into the drop-off lane of a hotel.
The man in the blue shirt is pulling his suitcase inside.
I grab a wad of cash and pass it to my driver.
Emmy
Emmy
Keep the change!
Emmy
Emmy
Thank you!
I fling the door open and race inside.
The man is standing at the check-in counter.
I want to go to him.
But he’s probably going to think I’m crazy.
I’m the weirdo lady who passed out on him.
What am I even doing here?
I should go.
If he wanted to talk to me, he would have waited.
I try to leave, but something keeps me there.
He was so selfless.
So kind to me.
I have to try.
He heads to the elevator, and I follow.
Emmy
Emmy
Sir?
Emmy
Emmy
Sir?
He presses the up button and waits.
This is it.
No turning back now.
I tap him on the shoulder.
Emmy
Emmy
Sir?
Emmy
Emmy
You’re gonna think I’m crazy, but…
Then he turns around…
It’s not him.
It’s not the man from the plane.
My face turns red.
My stomach churns.
Emmy
Emmy
I’m so sorry.
Emmy
Emmy
Wrong person.
I drop my head and walk away.
I’m such an idiot.
This is so embarrassing.
It’s just like me to chase after someone like this.
And the wrong someone at that!
I clench my fists and wish I could just disappear.
And then…
Man
Man
Umm…ma’am?
I know that voice.
I lift my head.
It’s him.
He’s breathing quickly.
Man
Man
You’re gonna think I’m nuts.
Man
Man
But I just want to talk to you.
I smile from ear to ear.
Emmy
Emmy
Did you…follow me?
Man
Man
Maybe?
Man
Man
Okay. Yeah, I did.
Man
Man
Through the terminal, past baggage claim, to here.
Man
Man
You’re really fast.
I can’t help but laugh.
Man
Man
I’m sorry if you’re weirded out.
Man
Man
I just want to talk.
Man
Man
Is that okay?
I look into his eyes, and then I know…
He felt it, too.
Whatever it was…
He felt it.
And now we have time to be still…
And find out what it is.
Emmy
Emmy
I’d love to.
Man
Man