GrimR - Part 1
by Laird Long
You know you want to do it, Sadie.
You know you want to die.
So don’t chicken out now!
I’m in the bathroom.
I’ve got the sleeping pills, plastic bag, zip cord, and duct tape.
I’m really going to do it!
Good girl!
You know what you have to do.
We’ve gone through it before.
I’ll help you now – for real.
Oh oh!
What’s wrong?
What’s happening, Sadie?
Don’t let anything stop you now, Sadie!
It was my mom.
Knocking on the bathroom door.
Always butting into your life.
Sticking her big fat ugly nose where
She wanted to know if I was ‘all right’. :-|
She’s a domineering bitch who never lets you do what you want!
You’ve told me so many times, Sadie.
She doesn’t understand you, doesn’t even try to.
I told her I was taking a bath.
Good girl.
You need to escape her for good, Sadie.
Not just run away again.
You can go to a place where she’ll never be able to yell or scream at you again!
You’ll be free of her and your cold, uncaring father.
Make sure the bath water is nice and warm...
and the zip cord taped tight to the wall behind you.
Then take the sleeping pills, get in the water, put the bag over your head...
and fasten the loop of the zip cord around your neck over the mouth of the bag.
You’ll go to sleep and your head will nod forward and the zip cord will seal the bag...
and you’ll finally be at peace, Sadie. :-)
O-k.
I’m naked.
God, my body is so UGLY!! :-((
Skinny and scarred and bruised all over and
You’ll never be sick again, Sadie.
You’ll never have to deal with anxiety or eating disorders...
or cutting or beating yourself up, ever again.
Are you in the tub yet?
Are you going to do this, Sadie?
You’re not going to chicken out again, are you!?
I’m
I’ve taped the end of the zip cord to the wall.
I’m in the water.
Good girl!
My parents hate me.
My classmates make fun of me.
No one will even miss me.
They’ll all be happy they won’t have to deal with my ‘issues’ anymore.
Won’t they?
You’ll be free of them all, Sadie.
Free of fear, hurt, and haters.
You’ll never have to fight with your parents or classmates or social services again.
Just like Scarlett Morgan, right!?
Yes.
Your classmate, Scarlett, is at peace, Sadie.
And she didn’t feel a thing, right?
I mean, it wasn’t painful when
She just went to sleep.
And now she doesn’t have to worry about getting good grades for college...
or what to wear to the prom, or keeping her spot on the cheer squad.
All the pressure of living is gone.
She was beautiful!
At her funeral.
Everyone came out for it. Almost the entire school!
You’ll be beautiful too, Sadie.
Forever and ever.
And people will care about me then?
I mean, they’ll be all sad and, like,
Put the plastic bag over your head and the zip cord around your neck, Sadie!
It’s time.
Yes.
Ok..
I’ve done it.
Good.
Oh no!
What?
WTF now, Sadie!?
I forgot to take the sleeping pills. :-|
Take the pills, Sadie!
How many, again? I don’t want to get sick and throw
At least 6!
You’ll quickly go to sleep and it will all be over.
You’ll rest in peace, Sadie.
Did you take the pills?
I need a glass of water.
Use the bathwater!
I don’t
Oh oh!
WHAT?
My dad just came home!
Hurry, Sadie!
He’ll find you!
He’ll stop you like last time!
He’s talking to Mom.
TAKE THE PILLS RIGHT NOW, SADIE
Why are you yelling at
YOU’RE AN UGLY, ANOREXIC, SCARRED, SCARED GIRL, SADIE
YOUR PARENTS HATE YOU AND YOUR CLASSMATES MAKE FUN OF YOU
Please
YOU’RE ALWAYS GOING TO LIVE IN PAIN, SADIE
PHYSICAL AND MENTAL PAIN – CONSTANT HURT
SO DON’T SCREW THIS UP, SADIE
I
THIS IS YOUR ONE CHANCE TO DO SOMETHING WITH YOUR LIFE, SADIE
TO GET BACK AT EVERYONE
TO MAKE THEM LOVE YOU
TAKE THE -
I SWALLOWED THE PILLS!!!!
Good girl!
I put the plastic bag back on and reattached the zip cord!!
I’m already … getting sleepy.
I’ll just go to sleep and I won’t even feel myself suffocate...
Will I!!??
You won’t feel a thing, Sadie.
You’ll go to sleep and be at peace.
You’ll never be sad again.
Sadie?
Sadie?
Another one down.
Goodbye YOU LOSER BITCH!!
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