I can’t believe I’m actually here…
Standing in front of Tyler’s apartment door…
About to meet him in person for the first time.
We met on a dating app a couple of months ago…
And hit it off right away.
He’s funny, sweet, and incredibly cute.
We’ve had a lot of Zoom dates and FaceTime calls, but…
We haven’t met up face to face yet…
Until now.
Tyler invited me over to his apartment to hang out…
But I’m frozen in front of his door, too terrified to knock.
What if he thinks I look different in real life than I did on camera?
What if he doesn’t even recognize me…and turns me away?
No! Tyler wouldn’t do that.
I trust him, and I know he’ll accept me for who I am.
My heart is pounding as I knock on the door.
Seconds tick by, until finally the door clicks open.
But it isn’t Tyler who answers.
It’s some other guy.
He’s much taller than Tyler, and has emerald green eyes.
I stare at him, unsure of what to say.
He speaks first.
Guy
Guy
Hi…who are you?
Amy
Amy
Oh, uh, hi…
Amy
Amy
You’re not Tyler.
Guy
Guy
Right, I’m Tyler’s roommate, James.
James
James
Tyler’s just getting out of the shower.
Of course!
For a second I thought I’d been catfished…
Although I don’t think I’d mind being catfished by James.
But that doesn’t matter.
James is looking at me skeptically.
James
James
And you are who exactly?
Amy
Amy
I’m Tyler’s girlfriend!
Amy
Amy
Sorry, I should have led with that.
Wow, I am so nervous to meet Tyler.
James chuckles.
James
James
Gotcha. Come on in.
James opens the door and lets me in.
I walk down the hallway into the kitchen…
And he follows close behind.
I set my bag down on a chair and look around.
James
James
So, you must be Becca.
I turn to look at James.
Amy
Amy
Uh, no…my name is Amy.
Amy
Amy
Who’s Becca?
James squints at me, as if he’s trying to see if I’m joking.
James
James
Becca is Tyler’s girlfriend.
Amy
Amy
No…
Amy
Amy
*I’m* Tyler’s girlfriend.
Amy
Amy
My name is Amy.
What is James talking about?
Why would he say Tyler’s girlfriend’s name is Becca?
My head begins to spin.
James
James
Okay sorry, I’m probably just mixing-up names.
Amy
Amy
Yeah, I think you are.
I stick my chin up indignantly.
James
James
I’ll go get Tyler and let him know you’re here.
James walks away.
I try not to think about the name mix-up…
But it keeps nagging at me.
It was just an honest mistake…
Right?
Tyler
Tyler
Amy!
I turn around, and all thoughts of the name mix-up melt away.
Tyler looks so handsome.
His smile sparkles and his messy blond hair falls into his eyes.
He walks up to me and wraps his arms around me.
I hug him back…
And feel completely at ease.
I’m safe in his warm embrace.
We break apart.
Tyler
Tyler
You’re even more beautiful in real life.
My face grows hot.
Amy
Amy
Stop, you’re just saying that.
Tyler
Tyler
I’m not!
Tyler turns to James, who’s coming back into the kitchen.
Tyler
Tyler
Isn’t Amy beautiful?
James nods, a distracted look on his face.
I pull Tyler closer to me.
Amy
Amy
Well, you’re even more handsome in real life.
Amy
Amy
And you smell like a tropical breeze.
Tyler takes my hands and smiles.
Tyler
Tyler
Come on, let’s go out for a walk.
Amy
Amy
Oh, I thought we were going to hang out here for a bit.
Tyler
Tyler
Nah, we can do that later.
Tyler
Tyler
Let’s go out to the park.
Amy
Amy
Okay, but can I at least have a quick tour?
Amy
Amy
Pretty please?
I give Tyler my cutest puppy-dog expression…
But he looks away toward the front door.
Tyler
Tyler
No, come on.
Tyler
Tyler
We can do that later.
Amy
Amy
Is everything okay?
Tyler looks at me and puts on a smile.
Tyler
Tyler
Yeah, of course!
Tyler
Tyler
But we need to leave now.
Amy
Amy
I don’t understand…
Amy
Amy
I thought you invited me over to hang out here.
Tyler checks his watch and suddenly looks serious.
Tyler
Tyler
We’re leaving.
Tyler grabs my hand and starts to pull me towards the front door.
What the heck is going on with him?
I turn back to wave goodbye to James.
He just watches us leave, shaking his head.
Tyler opens the front door…
And stops dead in his tracks.
Amy
Amy
What is it?
I peer around him…
And see someone standing outside on the front stoop.
She’s incredibly pretty, around my age, and wearing a velvety dress.
The girl looks at Tyler.
Girl
Girl
Hey babe!
Tyler has gone white in the face, and turns to me.
Amy
Amy
“Babe?”
Amy
Amy
Why did she call you “babe,” Tyler?
The girl spots me behind Tyler.
Girl
Girl
Who is that, Tyler?
I step out in front of Tyler.
Amy
Amy
I’m Tyler’s girlfriend.
Amy
Amy
Who the heck are you?
Girl
Girl
No, *I’m* Tyler’s girlfriend.
Girl
Girl
I’m Becca.
I feel like a giant wave has just hit me, and I stumble back.
I fix my eyes on Tyler.
Amy
Amy
Is this true?
Tyler looks feebly from Becca to me.
Tyler
Tyler
No, I…
Tyler
Tyler
This is all a big misunderstanding.
Becca
Becca
What is going on here, Tyler?!
Tyler
Tyler
I…I…
Amy
Amy
I can’t believe you’d do this.
Amy
Amy
After all the hours we’ve spent talking…
Amy
Amy
And getting to know each other…
Amy
Amy
And sharing our dreams and secrets.
I shake my head, and realize that I’m crying.
Tyler
Tyler
Amy, I didn’t mean to hurt you.
Amy
Amy
Well, you did hurt me.
I push past Tyler and run out of the building and down the street…
Still crying.
I can hear Tyler calling after me in the distance…
But I don’t turn back…
And I don’t stop running until I’m out of breath.
I collapse onto the curb and sob.
Dating apps have always been a disaster for me.
But I let myself believe that maybe, just maybe…
An app would work out for me this time.
You can never meet a genuine person through a dating app.
This proves that beyond a shadow of a doubt.
My eyes are closed, and suddenly I feel a gentle hand on my shoulder.
Is that Tyler?
Did he run after me?
I look up into a pair of brilliantly green eyes.
It isn’t Tyler…
It’s James.
I burst into tears again.
Amy
Amy
This is so embarrassing.
Amy
Amy
You knew that something was wrong from the start, didn’t you?
Amy
Amy
From the moment I said my name wasn’t Becca.
James nods solemnly, and sits down next to me on the curb.
James
James
Yeah, but you looked so happy when you saw Tyler.
James
James
I just couldn’t break it to you.
I blink away the tears.
Amy
Amy
That’s…
Amy
Amy
Wow, that’s actually kind of sweet.
James sighs heavily.
James
James
It shouldn't have been my job to keep Tyler’s secret.
James
James
But if it’s any consolation, I think he and Becca broke up…
James
James
Right after you ran away.
James looks at me.
James
James
It seemed like he really liked you…
James
James
And I can’t blame him.
I shake my head.
Amy
Amy
I don’t know…
Amy
Amy
I can’t forgive him that easily.
Amy
Amy
It’ll take more time.
James
James
Sure.
James picks up something next to me and holds it out.
James
James
Here, you left your bag in the apartment.
James
James
I figured you probably didn’t want to come back to get it.
I smile, sniffling, and take my bag from him.
Amy
Amy
Thank you.
I look up at James, who smiles back at me.
There’s a warmth that generates from his gaze…
And a faraway sadness in his beautiful green eyes.
I feel like something has changed between us…
And, looking into James’ eyes, I realize that maybe I was wrong:
Maybe you can meet a genuine person through a dating app.
Guy
Guy