Saving Grace
by Sarah Blakley-Cartwright
Grace logs on.
Natalie logs on.
Bye
Hey!
Grace? Still there?
Yeah
Hiii
Thought you lost me?
No
Thought I was a goner?
I didn't say that.
Kidding
OK. How’s Big Sur?
Green
I went once with my dad.
I remember it being so nice after Oak smog zone.
Like, you could actually breathe up there.
We would roll down the windows and just smell the air.
Cute What are you doing?
Have to leave for restaurant in like 20. Can't talk long actually :(
Me, neither
My mom says to tell you we don’t need those tube things
Really? Why not?
I discovered an alternative treatment
Wow. Can't wait to hear about it.
Anyway, no tubes.
Okay, tell your mom XO.
She loves you so much
She’s the best.
Her other daughter
I saw you texted her but she wouldn’t show me them Weirdly protective of her relationship with you
Don’t forget I have known her basically my entire life... I’ve put in my time!
My mom is taking me to a “quiet dinner” tonight So depressing
Ah bummer
You have plans after work?
No
So anyway.
Anyway anyway anyway. You still there?
Have you seen sam recently?
Why would I have?
You tell me
I only see him with you.
K
Can't remember exact last time.
He was going to dinner with my mom and I tonight but canceled really suddenly
Huh.
Been sensing pullback
Weird.
I think he's freaked by the leuk stuff
No I don't think so.
How do you know?
Plus how could he not be?
I’ve had two hip replacements and my hair is falling out. Sexy?
I'm so sorry.
Honestly, nat? Honest truth? I’m just going to say it. My mom saw you and sam at safeway yesterday.
What??
Why didn't she say anything?
Don’t know -- wanted to respect ur privacy, I guess
OMG.
That's crazy.
I ran into him there.
So funny we were all there the same time !
Whatever. I know it shouldn't still make me jealous to hear about you guys together. It’s been so long since you guys had your thing
I can understand why it would.
Silly probably
No.
Long pause...
So weird all this medical stuff.
My doc gave me this Rx
The pills are super-potent
Have to be chopped into two they’re so strong
I hate thinking of you taking something like that.
I'm holding the whole bottle in my hand
Scarrrrry. Power!
Poison.
X(
*Shudder*
You're the only person I've been able to talk about the real stuff with
I'm not that good at it.
No one’s good at it...
I wish I was better.
... me included So much is hard to say
I'm here.
Wanna know how I really feel?
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Ha.
Sorry, not funny
Sort of funny. Half funny.
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Chat window appears from SamtheMan to Natalie
Ready?
This is going to be difficult
It’s possible this is her last bday
Hey Sam, sorry. You close?
I'm outside
D Y
Chat window appears from BigSurJenny
Everything is booked for tonight
We set up the yurt with candles like you suggested.
It’s open right onto the water. The dolphins are out! Che romantique. ;)
I N G
Incoming text from BigSurJenny
You'll bring payment for the site? THX!
Natalie writes to SamtheMan
We have to stop at restaurant to pick up my check
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Incoming text from SamtheMan
Let’s go!
Natalie to SamtheMan
I want to tell her
At least acknowledge it’s her birthday So cruel not to
No! Don’t ruin everything last minute.
I E
Shoot sorry getting ready to go – no time to parse all that. Will look later!
See you Saturday at Talia’s? Talk soon xx xx
Natalie has left the chat
I won't be there. I just logged on to say goodbye. By the time you read this, I will be a part of the universe. Love to you. Love to Sam. I'm glad you can be together. Really. I am. Bye.
Natalie will receive these messages when she next logs in.
Remember me.
Natalie has logged back on.
Grace? Your mom says you didn’t show at dinner.
I hate to ruin the surprise but at this point... Sam and I threw you a surprise campout!!! We're all here. But no you? Sam's waiting for you in the love later! Wait, hang on, reading big paragraph above.
Grace?
Oh my God
Are you seeing this?
????
911 is on its way
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