Single AF - Episode 5
by Kayla Parent
After I text Maya that I’m leaving…
I stumble toward my car.
Leaning against the hood…
I drag a tired hand down my face.
I feel awful.
Racked with guilt.
My silly revenge plot suddenly feels…stupid.
There’s clearly a lot going on between Alex and Danny.
And my actions — especially that kiss — just made it worse.
Seeing the hurt on Danny’s face was tough.
I only had to deal with Alex’s manipulation for a month.
But Danny’s had to deal with it all his life.
And it probably hurts so much more coming from a brother.
A twin, no less.
I should have just broken up with Alex over text.
It would have been easier on all of us.
Sighing, I open my car door.
And I freeze when I hear footsteps behind me.
I know instantly that one of them must have followed me.
But when I turn around…
It’s not the brother I’m expecting.
Danny…
His eyes are sad as he looks me over.
Are you okay?
I ignore him.
And ask him a question that feels more important.
Are you?
He blows out a long breath.
Actually…I am.
It felt good to get all that off my chest.
It was a long time coming.
My guilt still sits in my stomach.
Are you sure?
Because while he deserved to hear all that…
I feel like I made the situation worse.
And…I’m sorry for doing that.
Danny shoves his hands in his pockets.
A wry smile on his lips.
I’m sure.
And you have nothing to be sorry for, Kylie.
Honestly, the way you stood up to Alex…
Proved that you’re not going to be under his spell any longer.
And it inspired me to stand up to him, too.
I nod, taking his words to heart.
I knew he was kind of immature.
But I had no idea it was this bad.
I’m glad I found out sooner rather than later.
Danny doesn’t answer.
He just stares at me.
I know he wants to say something…
So I wait.
I hate that this happened to you tonight, Kylie.
And I hate that I had a part in it.
I reach out and put a comforting hand on his arm.
I appreciate you saying that.
And while there’s no hope for Alex and me…
I hope you work things out with your brother.
He sighs.
Alex and I will probably make up.
We always do.
I saw something in his face tonight…
And I’m hoping I finally got through to him.
I think he knows that things are going to be different from now on.
He’s a good guy, deep down.
He just needed a wakeup call.
I can feel the conviction in Danny’s words.
And hope that for his sake, he’s right.
We stand there in a comfortable silence.
Both of us reflecting over the events of the night.
A sudden memory of Danny’s surprised face flits across my mind…
And I start laughing.
Danny looks taken aback.
What’s so funny?
I let out an unladylike snort.
Earlier in the bathroom…
The look on your face when I mentioned the erectile dysfunction.
And the small condoms.
Danny slaps a hand to his forehead as if mind-blown.
Crap, that’s right!
Is any of that stuff true?!
I’m still shaking with laughter.
I wouldn’t know.
Alex and I haven’t even slept together.
The relief on his face makes me feel giddy.
But I ignore the feeling.
Because this is Alex’s brother.
He’s completely off limits.
When I saw you tonight…
I knew you weren’t Alex almost immediately.
So I decided to try and beat you guys at your own game.
He grins widely.
It’s the first time I’ve seen him smile like this.
It kind of looks like Alex’s…
But there’s a warmth behind his eyes…
One that Alex doesn’t have.
Oh my God, that’s hilarious!
Well, you definitely had me fooled.
I started questioning everything I knew about my brother.
I laugh again…
And he does too.
How Danny and I can be laughing at a time like this…
It’s a testament to the comfort we feel with each other.
But I can’t let myself think about it.
The thought sobers me up.
I actually owe you another apology.
For kissing you like that without warning.
My gut starts churning again.
I used you.
Just like Alex did.
Yeah well…
I didn’t mind that one so much.
Danny’s cheeks are bright pink.
And I try not to fixate on his mouth.
But it’s hard.
Because kissing Danny…
Was 10 times better than kissing Alex ever was.
I have the sudden urge to tell him so.
But hold it back at the last minute.
Not sure if that’s the right thing to do.
I should go.
His eyes widen.
You can’t drive.
You just passed out!
I’m fine—
But he reaches down and grabs my keys.
I’m going to drive you home.
It’s the least I can do.
He’s probably right…
So I nod.
I let him lead me around to the passenger side door.
When he opens it for me…
I can’t help but smile.
You know, Alex never opened doors for me.
Danny shakes his head in annoyance.
I think we’ve established he doesn’t know how to treat a girl like you.
Once I’m settled in the seat…
He bends down to check on me.
Are you comfortable?
Want me to adjust the seat so you’re lying back?
I smile at his words.
No.
I’m fine.
He scans my face as if to make sure I’m telling the truth…
Then he shuts the door.
As I watch him walk around toward the driver’s side…
I can’t help but wish it was Danny I met a month ago.
He’s clearly the nicer twin.
The more thoughtful one.
The more mature one.
The type of guy who checks on a girl to make sure she’s okay.
And after that kiss between us…
There’s no denying we have serious chemistry.
Danny gets in the car and starts the engine.
Then he turns to me with a handsome smile.
I smile back…
Wishing I could kiss him again.
I think he’s thinking the same thing…
Because his eyes are on my lips.
But then my stomach growls…
Ruining the moment between us.
We both laugh.
Sorry, haven’t eaten today.
That’s probably why I passed out earlier.
He goes to say something…
Then stops.
He shakes his head as if clearing a thought.
And then we pull out of the parking lot in silence.
We’re halfway to my house…
When he suddenly swerves to the side of the road.
Danny — what’s wrong?
He turns off the car…
And faces me.
He licks his lips nervously.
Can I take you to get something to eat?
Like, as a date?
I blink a few times…
Letting his words sink in.
They’re heavy.
And I want to say yes so badly.
But can I really go out with him?
Should I?
I lick my lips nervously too.
Tasting the chemistry there.
That spark between us.
Would it be so wrong…?
My eyes travel from his face, to his lips, to his shirt.
“Single AF” it reads.
I chuckle at the irony.
Then reach up and put a hand on his cheek.
I don’t think that’s a good idea.
His face falls…
I’m really not feeling well…
So I’m just going to have some soup at home.
I think that’s for the best anyway…
Since everything’s so fresh?
He nods once, like the perfect gentleman he is.
But I don’t torture him for long.
Maybe…we could go out next weekend?
His whole face lights up…
And I know mine matches his.
Because why shouldn’t I go out with him?
Danny isn’t off limits—
Because Alex and I were totally wrong for each other.
And not to mention…
I’m single AF!
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