After I text Maya that I’m leaving…
I stumble toward my car.
Leaning against the hood…
I drag a tired hand down my face.
I feel awful.
Racked with guilt.
My silly revenge plot suddenly feels…stupid.
There’s clearly a lot going on between Alex and Danny.
And my actions — especially that kiss — just made it worse.
Seeing the hurt on Danny’s face was tough.
I only had to deal with Alex’s manipulation for a month.
But Danny’s had to deal with it all his life.
And it probably hurts so much more coming from a brother.
A twin, no less.
I should have just broken up with Alex over text.
It would have been easier on all of us.
Sighing, I open my car door.
And I freeze when I hear footsteps behind me.
I know instantly that one of them must have followed me.
But when I turn around…
It’s not the brother I’m expecting.
Kylie
Kylie
Danny…
His eyes are sad as he looks me over.
Danny
Danny
Are you okay?
I ignore him.
And ask him a question that feels more important.
Kylie
Kylie
Are you?
He blows out a long breath.
Danny
Danny
Actually…I am.
Danny
Danny
It felt good to get all that off my chest.
Danny
Danny
It was a long time coming.
My guilt still sits in my stomach.
Kylie
Kylie
Are you sure?
Kylie
Kylie
Because while he deserved to hear all that…
Kylie
Kylie
I feel like I made the situation worse.
Kylie
Kylie
And…I’m sorry for doing that.
Danny shoves his hands in his pockets.
A wry smile on his lips.
Danny
Danny
I’m sure.
Danny
Danny
And you have nothing to be sorry for, Kylie.
Danny
Danny
Honestly, the way you stood up to Alex…
Danny
Danny
Proved that you’re not going to be under his spell any longer.
Danny
Danny
And it inspired me to stand up to him, too.
I nod, taking his words to heart.
Kylie
Kylie
I knew he was kind of immature.
Kylie
Kylie
But I had no idea it was this bad.
Kylie
Kylie
I’m glad I found out sooner rather than later.
Danny doesn’t answer.
He just stares at me.
I know he wants to say something…
So I wait.
Danny
Danny
I hate that this happened to you tonight, Kylie.
Danny
Danny
And I hate that I had a part in it.
I reach out and put a comforting hand on his arm.
Kylie
Kylie
I appreciate you saying that.
Kylie
Kylie
And while there’s no hope for Alex and me…
Kylie
Kylie
I hope you work things out with your brother.
He sighs.
Danny
Danny
Alex and I will probably make up.
Danny
Danny
We always do.
Danny
Danny
I saw something in his face tonight…
Danny
Danny
And I’m hoping I finally got through to him.
Danny
Danny
I think he knows that things are going to be different from now on.
Danny
Danny
He’s a good guy, deep down.
Danny
Danny
He just needed a wakeup call.
I can feel the conviction in Danny’s words.
And hope that for his sake, he’s right.
We stand there in a comfortable silence.
Both of us reflecting over the events of the night.
A sudden memory of Danny’s surprised face flits across my mind…
And I start laughing.
Danny looks taken aback.
Danny
Danny
What’s so funny?
I let out an unladylike snort.
Kylie
Kylie
Earlier in the bathroom…
Kylie
Kylie
The look on your face when I mentioned the erectile dysfunction.
Kylie
Kylie
And the small condoms.
Danny slaps a hand to his forehead as if mind-blown.
Danny
Danny
Crap, that’s right!
Danny
Danny
Is any of that stuff true?!
I’m still shaking with laughter.
Kylie
Kylie
I wouldn’t know.
Kylie
Kylie
Alex and I haven’t even slept together.
The relief on his face makes me feel giddy.
But I ignore the feeling.
Because this is Alex’s brother.
He’s completely off limits.
Kylie
Kylie
When I saw you tonight…
Kylie
Kylie
I knew you weren’t Alex almost immediately.
Kylie
Kylie
So I decided to try and beat you guys at your own game.
He grins widely.
It’s the first time I’ve seen him smile like this.
It kind of looks like Alex’s…
But there’s a warmth behind his eyes…
One that Alex doesn’t have.
Danny
Danny
Oh my God, that’s hilarious!
Danny
Danny
Well, you definitely had me fooled.
Danny
Danny
I started questioning everything I knew about my brother.
I laugh again…
And he does too.
How Danny and I can be laughing at a time like this…
It’s a testament to the comfort we feel with each other.
But I can’t let myself think about it.
The thought sobers me up.
Kylie
Kylie
I actually owe you another apology.
Kylie
Kylie
For kissing you like that without warning.
My gut starts churning again.
Kylie
Kylie
I used you.
Kylie
Kylie
Just like Alex did.
Danny
Danny
Yeah well…
Danny
Danny
I didn’t mind that one so much.
Danny’s cheeks are bright pink.
And I try not to fixate on his mouth.
But it’s hard.
Because kissing Danny…
Was 10 times better than kissing Alex ever was.
I have the sudden urge to tell him so.
But hold it back at the last minute.
Not sure if that’s the right thing to do.
Kylie
Kylie
I should go.
His eyes widen.
Danny
Danny
You can’t drive.
Danny
Danny
You just passed out!
Kylie
Kylie
I’m fine—
But he reaches down and grabs my keys.
Danny
Danny
I’m going to drive you home.
Danny
Danny
It’s the least I can do.
He’s probably right…
So I nod.
I let him lead me around to the passenger side door.
When he opens it for me…
I can’t help but smile.
Kylie
Kylie
You know, Alex never opened doors for me.
Danny shakes his head in annoyance.
Danny
Danny
I think we’ve established he doesn’t know how to treat a girl like you.
Once I’m settled in the seat…
He bends down to check on me.
Danny
Danny
Are you comfortable?
Danny
Danny
Want me to adjust the seat so you’re lying back?
I smile at his words.
Kylie
Kylie
No.
Kylie
Kylie
I’m fine.
He scans my face as if to make sure I’m telling the truth…
Then he shuts the door.
As I watch him walk around toward the driver’s side…
I can’t help but wish it was Danny I met a month ago.
He’s clearly the nicer twin.
The more thoughtful one.
The more mature one.
The type of guy who checks on a girl to make sure she’s okay.
And after that kiss between us…
There’s no denying we have serious chemistry.
Danny gets in the car and starts the engine.
Then he turns to me with a handsome smile.
I smile back…
Wishing I could kiss him again.
I think he’s thinking the same thing…
Because his eyes are on my lips.
But then my stomach growls…
Ruining the moment between us.
We both laugh.
Kylie
Kylie
Sorry, haven’t eaten today.
Kylie
Kylie
That’s probably why I passed out earlier.
He goes to say something…
Then stops.
He shakes his head as if clearing a thought.
And then we pull out of the parking lot in silence.
We’re halfway to my house…
When he suddenly swerves to the side of the road.
Kylie
Kylie
Danny — what’s wrong?
He turns off the car…
And faces me.
He licks his lips nervously.
Danny
Danny
Can I take you to get something to eat?
Danny
Danny
Like, as a date?
I blink a few times…
Letting his words sink in.
They’re heavy.
And I want to say yes so badly.
But can I really go out with him?
Should I?
I lick my lips nervously too.
Tasting the chemistry there.
That spark between us.
Would it be so wrong…?
My eyes travel from his face, to his lips, to his shirt.
“Single AF” it reads.
I chuckle at the irony.
Then reach up and put a hand on his cheek.
Kylie
Kylie
I don’t think that’s a good idea.
His face falls…
Kylie
Kylie
I’m really not feeling well…
Kylie
Kylie
So I’m just going to have some soup at home.
Kylie
Kylie
I think that’s for the best anyway…
Kylie
Kylie
Since everything’s so fresh?
He nods once, like the perfect gentleman he is.
But I don’t torture him for long.
Kylie
Kylie
Maybe…we could go out next weekend?
His whole face lights up…
And I know mine matches his.
Because why shouldn’t I go out with him?
Danny isn’t off limits—
Because Alex and I were totally wrong for each other.
And not to mention…
I’m single AF!
Kylie
Kylie