I’m gaming online with my friend Max…
When a notification pops up on my laptop screen:
“You’ve received a video chat request from Madison Brown.”
Lindsey
Lindsey
Ugh, I thought I was free of her for the summer.
Max chuckles over his webcam.
Max
Max
Free of who?
Lindsey
Lindsey
No one. Be right back.
The last thing I want to do is remind Max that Madison exists.
Madison is the most popular girl at our school.
All the guys have crushes on her.
And I…
Well, I have a crush on Max.
He’s SO CUTE, with big brown eyes and a gorgeous smile.
But I’m the kind of girl he games with…
Not the kind he’d ever date.
Sighing, I mute Max and click out of the game.
I’m not exactly excited to talk to my former best friend…
But I’m just curious enough to accept her chat request.
Madison appears on my screen in all her glory—
Perfect blonde waves, flawless skin, glossy pink lips.
She has this big fake smile pasted on her face…
But it fades into a confused grimace when she sees me.
Madison
Madison
WHAT is that on your head?
I touch the huge headphones covering my ears.
Okay, maybe my gaming headset IS kind of dorky…
But it’s essential for my favorite hobby.
I ignore her question.
Lindsey
Lindsey
What do you want?
Madison
Madison
Aw, Lindsey.
Her tone goes syrupy-sweet.
Madison
Madison
Is that any way to talk to your bestie?
Lindsey
Lindsey
FORMER bestie.
Madison
Madison
C’mon, you need to learn to let things go, girl.
Madison
Madison
Anyway…
Madison
Madison
You game with Max Kilgore, right?
Oh no, what is this about?
Reluctantly, I tell her the truth.
Lindsey
Lindsey
Yeah. We’re in the middle of a raid right now, actually.
Madison
Madison
I have no clue what that means, but I…
Madison hesitates…
And for just a second…
I see that perfect veneer break.
Madison
Madison
This is embarrassing.
Madison
Madison
I was scrolling through Max’s Insta—
Lindsey
Lindsey
So you were creeping him?
Madison
Madison
Of course not!
Madison
Madison
I was just looking.
Madison
Madison
I saw that he has this pic of me at a party last summer, and…
Madison
Madison
I look SO WASTED.
Madison
Madison
I’m a total mess.
Madison
Madison
I don’t even remember him taking it…
Madison
Madison
But I can’t handle it being out there!
Lindsey
Lindsey
So why not ask him to take it down?
Madison
Madison
I can’t do that!
Lindsey
Lindsey
Why not?
Madison
Madison
I don’t want him to think I’m…
Madison
Madison
You know…
Madison
Madison
Vain.
I bite back a laugh.
Now that she’s popular…
Madison is the vainest girl I know.
Madison
Madison
Look, I know I’m not your favorite person.
Madison
Madison
But I can’t deal with that pic being online.
Madison
Madison
It’s literally keeping me up at night.
She points to her face.
Madison
Madison
I mean, LOOK at these under-eye circles!
I stifle another laugh.
Like someone as perfect as Madison would have eye bags.
But…
She does look genuinely upset.
Madison
Madison
Please, Lindsey.
Madison
Madison
One last favor…
Madison
Madison
For your former bestie.
Lindsey
Lindsey
I’ll think about it.
I close the chat.
I know it’s foolish…
But I’m almost tempted to help her.
But first I need to see the photo in question.
I scroll through Max’s Insta until I find it.
Madison’s right—
It’s BAD.
She’s standing alone, mouth open like she’s yelling.
Her makeup is smeared and her hair’s a mess.
And I…
I remember that night, even if she doesn’t.
Am I really going to help her?
I go back to the game.
Max reappears onscreen, grinning at me through his webcam.
Max
Max
It’s about time! I’ve been getting my butt kicked.
Max
Max
Help me slay this dragon.
I draw my sword and pierce the dragon’s heart.
Max
Max
Dang!
Max
Max
You’re SO GOOD at this.
I blush, hoping it’s not visible through my webcam.
With the dragon defeated, it’s time to head to another kingdom.
The game will be chill for a few minutes while our characters travel…
Which gives me time to speak up.
I’m still not sure I should help Madison…
But she WAS my best friend once.
Lindsey
Lindsey
Can I ask you a favor?
Max
Max
Sure.
Lindsey
Lindsey
You know my friend Madison, right?
Max
Max
I didn’t know you two were friends.
Max
Max
You and she seem so…
Max
Max
Different.
Lindsey
Lindsey
Yeah, well…
Lindsey
Lindsey
You have an awful pic of her on Insta.
Lindsey
Lindsey
Could you please delete it?
Max
Max
Oh. Sure.
Lindsey
Lindsey
It’s from last summer.
He grabs his phone and starts scrolling.
Max
Max
Hah! From Spencer’s party, right?
Lindsey
Lindsey
That’s the one.
Max
Max
Wow, yeah, it’s pretty bad. Consider it deleted.
After that, he keeps scrolling.
Max
Max
That was a great party.
Max
Max
Wait.
He squints at his phone.
Max
Max
You were there, too?
He holds up his phone to show me another photo.
It’s an artsy shot of party lights in Spencer’s yard.
When I look closer, though…
I see myself standing off to one side, looking lost and upset.
Max
Max
I remember taking that pic…
Max
Max
But I didn’t know you were in it.
Max
Max
Were you…
Max
Max
Crying?
I blink away tears as the memory floods back.
It’s like the heartache and hurt are fresh again…
And I can’t keep lying.
Especially not for Madison.
Lindsey
Lindsey
Max…
Lindsey
Lindsey
I haven’t been straight with you.
Lindsey
Lindsey
That was the night my friendship with Madison ended.
Max frowns.
Max
Max
Hold on. This sounds important.
He pauses our game…
So he can focus on me.
Lindsey
Lindsey
We went to that party together.
Lindsey
Lindsey
Since she was driving, I told her not to drink…
Lindsey
Lindsey
And she just blew up at me.
Lindsey
Lindsey
She told me to stop embarrassing her.
Lindsey
Lindsey
When I wouldn’t let it go, she said…
Lindsey
Lindsey
“Either grow up, or go home and play your stupid games.”
I point at my gaming headset.
Lindsey
Lindsey
You can tell which one I chose.
Max
Max
That’s…
Max
Max
Awful.
Max
Max
I’m so sorry.
Max
Max
If she was so horrible…
Max
Max
Why did you bother asking me to delete that photo?
I shrug.
Lindsey
Lindsey
I guess I miss the Madison I used to know.
Lindsey
Lindsey
She doesn’t even remember the fight—
Lindsey
Lindsey
She was too drunk.
Lindsey
Lindsey
But I’ll never forget her words.
Lindsey
Lindsey
She said I wasn’t cool enough for her.
Max
Max
She’s nuts.
I gesture to my headset and my gamer shirt.
Lindsey
Lindsey
She’s right about me not being cool.
Max sits back and shakes his head.
Max
Max
But you’re incredibly cool.
Lindsey
Lindsey
Riiiight.
Max
Max
I mean it.
Max
Max
You’re smart and funny…
Max
Max
And you’re the best gamer I know.
Max
Max
And also…
Now it’s HIS face that goes red instead of mine—
And I can DEFINITELY see him blush through his webcam.
Max
Max
You’re way prettier than Madison.
I bark out a laugh…
But Max’s expression is serious.
Max
Max
I’ve been wanting to say that for a while.
My chest tightens.
He seems so…
Sincere.
Lindsey
Lindsey
Why didn’t you?
Max
Max
Are you kidding?
Max
Max
You’re beautiful, even in a gaming headset…
Max
Max
AND you can slay dragons.
Max
Max
That’s an unbeatable package.
Max
Max
You’re out of my league.
I have to remind myself to breathe.
All this time I’ve been crushing on Max…
And stressing about not being good enough for him…
And he’s been feeling the same way about ME?
Suddenly feeling bold, I sit up straighter.
Lindsey
Lindsey
Max, I love our gaming “dates”…
Lindsey
Lindsey
But how’d you like to go out for real sometime?
His smile lights up his whole face.
Max
Max
I’d love that.
Max
Max
And hey…
Max
Max
Should I put Madison’s pic back up?
Max
Max
She doesn’t deserve any favors.
Max
Max
Not after how she treated you.
I chew my lip, thinking for a moment.
Lindsey
Lindsey
No.
Lindsey
Lindsey
It’s time to let go of Madison…
Lindsey
Lindsey
And focus on the future.
Lindsey
Lindsey
Now let’s get back to the game.
Max
Max
Sure thing!
Max
Max
You’ve got more dragons to slay.
I smile.
Lindsey
Lindsey
We’ll slay them together.
Lindsey
Lindsey