My boyfriend is cheating on me.
How do I know?
Because I’m hiding in a closet…
Watching Clint through a crack in the door…
Frozen with heartbreak as he gets busy with a blonde on OUR couch.
I sob once, then stifle it.
Too late—
The other woman has already pulled away from him.
Woman
Woman
Did you hear that?
Clint
Clint
What?
Woman
Woman
I’m not sure…
Woman
Woman
But it sounded like someone crying!
Clint looks around.
Clint
Clint
It was probably just the old pipes in the walls.
They fall into another kiss.
Rage rips through me.
I’m supposed to be out of town on a business trip…
But I cut it short to come home and show off the saucy angel costume I’m wearing.
I’d planned such a fun Halloween for Clint and me—
But HE’S obviously the one who’s full of surprises tonight.
As their kiss heats up, I can’t stand it anymore.
A furious whisper escapes me.
Nicole
Nicole
Clint, you CHEATER!!
The woman tears herself away from him and stands up.
Woman
Woman
Okay…this time I DEFINITELY heard something.
Woman
Woman
And it wasn’t the plumbing!
Clint stands, too.
Clint
Clint
I don’t know what else it could be.
Woman
Woman
Well, it sounded like a voice.
Woman
Woman
Do you have a roommate or something?
Clint
Clint
No.
Oh REALLY?
I’ve been living with this jerk for 3 years.
The woman is watching Clint with a narrowed gaze.
Woman
Woman
Okay…if it’s not a roommate—
Woman
Woman
Then who just called you a cheater?
Clint
Clint
I have no idea.
Woman
Woman
This had better not be some dumb Halloween prank.
Woman
Woman
Because it’s not funny — it’s creepy.
Clint
Clint
It’s not a prank. Maybe my Echo device is just malfunctioning…
He moves toward the smart speaker.
Clint
Clint
I’ve heard that can happen, so I’ll just turn it off—
Woman
Woman
Don’t bother.
Woman
Woman
I just want to know if there’s something you’re not telling me.
Clint tenses up.
Clint
Clint
Are you asking if I have a girlfriend?
Clint
Clint
Because the answer is no.
I flinch.
I feel empty.
Heartbroken.
Ill.
And I can’t do anything but stare as Clint walks back to the woman.
Clint
Clint
I mean…there used to be someone.
Clint
Clint
But she’s…
He swallows tensely.
Clint
Clint
She’s in the past.
That’s all I can take.
This time my whisper is louder, edgier.
Nicole
Nicole
LIAR!!
They both look toward the closet.
The other woman starts backing toward the front door.
Woman
Woman
That’s it. I’m out of here.
She slams the door on her way out.
Clint is still facing the door.
His shoulders are heaving with every breath he takes.
I think he’s afraid to confront me.
So I finally creep out of the closet.
Sparks of outrage sizzle through me.
Nicole
Nicole
I HATE you for doing this.
Nicole
Nicole
Turn around and FACE me, you cheater!
He slowly turns around.
His gaze is filled with terror.
Yeah, I’d be afraid of me right now, too…
Even if I AM dressed like an angel.
He shakes his head.
Clint
Clint
I don’t understand.
Clint
Clint
You’re supposed to be…
Nicole
Nicole
What? Out of town?
Nicole
Nicole
Clueless about how unfaithful you are?
Nicole
Nicole
Well, I was watching the whole time you were kissing that girl.
Nicole
Nicole
How many times have you done this to me?
He backs away until he hits the wall.
Clint
Clint
Nicole, I…
I move toward him.
I feel like electric wires are disconnecting inside of me…
An explosion waiting to happen.
Nicole
Nicole
Did you EVER love me?
Clint
Clint
Yes. God, yes…
Tears are rushing down his face.
He’s trying to play ME now!
Fury explodes, and I scream in pain and betrayal.
He raises his arms against the blast of my anger…
His hair blowing back—
The lights flickering.
My scream immediately dies in my chest.
My mind is scrambled.
WHAT just happened?
The lights stutter back on.
I almost feel like…
Jeez. Like *I* did that to the lights—
And like my scream was forceful enough to rock the room.
But that’s insane.
Yet, as Clint falls to his knees, I start to get a weird feeling.
Nicole
Nicole
What was that?
Clint
Clint
It was YOU.
He chokes on a sob.
Clint
Clint
I’ve been trying to tell you, Nic…
Clint
Clint
You’re supposed to be DEAD.
As I flinch, the lights flicker again.
I shake my head.
Nicole
Nicole
What are you talking about?
Clint
Clint
Nic…you died 1 year ago tonight!
I’m numb.
It feels like I’m floating off the ground now, detached from reality.
My God…I AM floating.
I’m hovering above Clint like a ghost as he stumbles over his words.
Clint
Clint
Last Halloween, you were driving back here from a business trip.
Clint
Clint
It was really foggy.
Clint
Clint
But you told your coworkers that you wanted to get home.
Clint
Clint
They said you’d put on a costume that you thought I would like—
Clint
Clint
And you were going to surprise me with it.
Memory comes out of the mist of my mind…
Fog…thick and ominous…
The feel of my car going off the road…
The sound of my screams…
Nicole
Nicole
No. That can’t be true.
Nicole
Nicole
I’m here NOW, Clint!
Nicole
Nicole
I made it home!
Nicole
Nicole
Can’t you see that?
He shakes his head, sobbing now.
Clint
Clint
It’s Halloween…
Clint
Clint
I’ve never believed this, but they say that sometimes the dead come back on this night.
Clint
Clint
And…God, Nic — you came back!
He hunches over, his shoulders shaking.
My body feels weighed down by his sorrow.
I float down to him as he speaks through his tears.
Clint
Clint
I’ve been trying so hard to move on.
Clint
Clint
For the longest time, I couldn’t eat.
Clint
Clint
Or sleep.
Clint
Clint
And tonight’s the anniversary of your death.
Clint
Clint
I was only trying to forget about it in the worst way possible—
Clint
Clint
By being with someone else.
He shakes his head.
Clint
Clint
It felt so wrong.
Clint
Clint
And that’s because she wasn’t you.
Clint
Clint
NO one is.
Something twists inside of me.
Love.
I still love him so much…
And I think my love is so powerful that it brought me back here.
But the devastation on his face is killing me all over again.
I can even feel myself starting to fall apart as I continue to hover.
Wracked by agony, I reach out to him…
Trying to touch his cheek to dry his tears…
But my hand passes through him.
He shudders, just like I’m made of ice.
Oh my God. I’m…dead.
Really, truly dead.
Clint looks at me through an anguished gaze.
Clint
Clint
Just so you know, I NEVER cheated on you.
Clint
Clint
And there isn’t a day that goes by when I don’t remember you.
Clint
Clint
I know that I HAVE to move on…
Clint
Clint
But there’re so many things that keep me from going anywhere.
Clint
Clint
We didn’t even get to say goodbye.
I feel myself being ripped apart even more…
My energy disappearing as something pulls me toward another place.
I cry out…resisting…reaching for him.
Clint desperately reaches for me, too.
And, somehow, some way, we connect.
He looks into my eyes…
Then sweetly brushes his lips over mine.
He’s full of warmth…
Love.
For an ecstatic moment, I’m complete again.
Nicole
Nicole
Maybe this is why I was allowed to come back tonight…
Nicole
Nicole
Because we never got to have that moment.
Nicole
Nicole
And because I never got to tell you how much I’ll always love you.
As my form begins to disintegrate, I try to keep ahold of Clint’s hand.
Clint
Clint
And I’ll love you forever, too, Nic…
Clint
Clint
Always.
And that’s all I need to hear.
As I disappear into nothingness, I smile at the love of my life…
Letting him go…
And moving on.
Woman
Woman