Lucy pulls away from Adam’s kiss.
Raul
Raul
Are you in there?
Raul
Raul
Are you okay?
Lucy
Lucy
Just a second!
She straightens her dress and tries to smooth down her hair.
But she’s pretty sure it’s hopeless.
Lucy
Lucy
What are we going to do?
Adam
Adam
Is that your date out there?
Lucy
Lucy
I told him I’d be right back!
Adam
Adam
How long were we gone for?
Lucy
Lucy
Long enough to draw attention.
Adam
Adam
Shit.
Adam
Adam
My date must be wondering if I fell in.
Lucy
Lucy
Can we escape through the bathroom window?
Adam
Adam
Too small.
Lucy
Lucy
Hide in here forever?
Adam
Adam
I’d get hungry.
Lucy
Lucy
I guess there’s no time like the present, then.
Adam
Adam
Hang on, your dress is a little—
He fixes the strap on her shoulder, from where he’d started to slide it off her.
She just wants to feel his hands on her.
But she takes a deep breath and opens the door.
Raul
Raul
There you are.
Lucy tries desperately to come up with something to say.
But Raul’s eyes have already zeroed in on Adam, who’s right behind her.
Raul
Raul
Oh.
Raul
Raul
Huh.
Raul
Raul
This is a first.
Lucy inches away from Adam.
Not like it helps, but she’s trying.
Lucy
Lucy
Sorry! I got caught up in something and lost track of time.
Raul
Raul
I thought you said you didn’t know him.
Lucy
Lucy
I guess the thing is that I sort of…do.
Raul
Raul
You’re having a bit of a lipstick problem.
Raul
Raul
Half of it is on this guy’s face.
Raul glares at Adam, who literally does have lipstick on his collar.
Raul
Raul
Is this the best friend? The one you have absolutely no feelings for?
Raul
Raul
Because all platonic friends make out in bathrooms.
Raul
Raul
Or something.
Lucy feels her cheeks burning up.
She can’t take this. She has no idea what to do.
Before anything worse can happen, she pushes past Raul and runs out of the bar.
She grabs her purse on her way out.
It takes a long time for her heartbeat to slow.
What has she done?
Later that night, she gets a text…
Adam
Adam
Hey, are you okay?
Adam
Adam
Where’d you run off to?
Adam
Adam
Lucy, are you there?
She has no idea what to say to Adam, or what she wants to happen next.
But she does know that she owes someone a major apology.
She sends a text of her own.
Lucy
Lucy
Raul, are you still up?
Raul
Raul
Yeah, I’m here.
Lucy
Lucy
I’m really sorry.
Lucy
Lucy
I know it sounds cliché, but that wasn’t what it seemed.
Raul
Raul
You mean I didn’t walk in on you making out with someone else on our first date?
Lucy
Lucy
Okay, THAT was what it seemed.
Lucy
Lucy
But it wasn’t supposed to happen.
Lucy
Lucy
Adam and I really are just friends.
Raul
Raul
Are you sure about that?
Lucy
Lucy
Completely.
Lucy
Lucy
I know I don’t deserve it, but is there any way that we can try again?
Lucy
Lucy
I promise to behave myself this time.
Raul
Raul
Look, you’re gorgeous, and I’d hoped we’d hit it off.
Raul
Raul
But I wasn’t born yesterday.
Lucy
Lucy
There’s still no reason we can’t have a little fun…😉
Raul
Raul
Normally I’d say sure, whatever.
Raul
Raul
But I’m not the guy you should be pursuing.
Lucy
Lucy
What’s that supposed to mean?
Raul
Raul
It means you obviously have feelings for your friend.
Lucy
Lucy
Yeah — FRIENDSHIP feelings.
Lucy
Lucy
I’m not looking for anything else. With anyone.
Raul
Raul
I don’t get why you two won’t just let yourselves have what you want.
Lucy thinks for a minute, wondering how much she should say.
But she owes it to Raul to be honest with him. And with herself.
Lucy
Lucy
I don’t want to get my heart broken.
Lucy
Lucy
Again.
Lucy
Lucy
Or lose somebody I’ve been close to for so long.
Raul
Raul
I wish I could help you, but I’m backing away from this thing with a ten-foot pole.
Lucy
Lucy
I’m sorry to have fucked up our date.
Raul
Raul
It’s weirdly okay, actually.
Raul
Raul
I got the number for your friend’s date, so it wasn’t all a total bust 😉
Lucy
Lucy
Wow, nicely done!
Raul
Raul
Nothing like the worst first date of our lives to bring two people together.
Lucy
Lucy
I’m glad I could play Cupid for somebody else.
Raul
Raul
Play it for yourself first, beautiful.
Raul
Raul
Text him.
Raul
Raul
Make this thing work.
Easy for him to say.
He already has another date lined up.
He’s not the one who could lose everything.
But she has to write back to Adam eventually.
She takes a deep breath and goes into her messages.
Lucy
Lucy
Well, that was awkward.
Adam
Adam
Did you get a do-over date?
Lucy
Lucy
Nope. You?
Adam
Adam
Not a chance.
Lucy
Lucy
Sorry.
Adam
Adam
I’m not.
Is he serious???
Lucy
Lucy
Oh.
Adam
Adam
OH?
Lucy
Lucy
…
Adam
Adam
We kiss and all you can say is “Oh”???
Adam
Adam
At least exchanging pics got a better reaction than that…
Lucy
Lucy
Adam. We’ve been best friends since kindergarten.
Lucy
Lucy
You’ve seen me through everything.
Lucy
Lucy
I already lost Craig, after eight years together.
Lucy
Lucy
That’s why I don’t want to mess this up.
Adam
Adam
Me neither. Obviously.
Lucy
Lucy
But I feel like I already have.
Adam
Adam
So…what do you want to do about it?
Lucy
Lucy
I don’t know.
Adam
Adam
I can think of one option.
Lucy
Lucy
We pretend it never happened?
Adam
Adam
I was thinking more like…
Adam
Adam
We try this thing. For real.
Oh God. Her palms are sweating.
Are palms supposed to sweat this much?
Lucy
Lucy
I don’t know.
Adam
Adam
I guess that’s one answer.
Lucy
Lucy
It’s not like I don’t want to.
Adam
Adam
But?
Lucy
Lucy
Like I said…
Adam
Adam
Our friendship. I know.
Adam
Adam
Are you sure that’s really it?
Lucy
Lucy
I was with Craig for way too long, I can see that now.
Lucy
Lucy
But I don’t know who I am on my own.
Lucy
Lucy
I don’t know what I’m doing.
Lucy
Lucy
I don’t want to jump into something else too soon.
Adam
Adam
We can take it slow.
Lucy
Lucy
Slow still ends in heartache.
Lucy
Lucy
At least that’s how it always seems.
Adam
Adam
You already see this ending?
Lucy
Lucy
I don’t know! I don’t have a crystal ball.
Five minutes later.
Lucy
Lucy
You still there?
Adam
Adam
Yeah.
Adam
Adam
And I get it.
Adam
Adam
It probably wouldn’t work, anyway.
Adam
Adam
I gotta go, I’ll talk to you later.
Lucy
Lucy
Wait!
Lucy
Lucy
Are you mad at me?
Adam
Adam
Of course not.
Adam
Adam
I shouldn’t have kissed you, that’s all.
Adam
Adam
It was messed up.
Well if that’s how he’s going to feel about it…
Lucy
Lucy
It’s okay, I shouldn’t have gotten so…
Lucy
Lucy
You know.
Into it, she thinks.
Adam
Adam
I guess we both got carried away.
Lucy
Lucy
It won’t happen again.
Adam
Adam
Not a chance.
Lucy
Lucy
Just normal friends, right?
Adam
Adam
Right.
Lucy
Lucy
Goodnight.
Adam
Adam
Bye, Luce.
Adam
Adam
Sleep well.
Raul
Raul